Every One’s Life.

You may find a part of you expressing itself over here :)

Who can ? October 22, 2009

Who can give me strength ?

 

Who can give me  the power?

 

Who can give me the power to face my fears?

 

The power to face my self.

 

Who can give me the strength to change?

 

Who will march with me in my wars?

 

Who will destroy  the evil forts inside me?

 

Who can save me from my enemies?

 

Who can protect me from who rise up against me ?

 

Who can heal my sickness?

 

Who can treat my wounds?

 

Who can reach my weakness  that’s so deep , hold it and contains it ?

 

Who can heal the broken hearted ?

 

who  can hear my voice and my cry through  the evening morning and noon ?

 

who can rise to save me ?

 

who can be himself my shelter ?

 

who can have mercy that lasts for ever ?

 

who can be the father of the fatherless ?

 

who can love me for nothing?

 

Who can forgive me for free ?

 

Who can be my savior ?

 

Who can redeem my soul from the power of the grave ?

 

Who can but Jesus ?

 

” For He has not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; Nor has He hidden His face from Him;
But when He cried to Him, He heard.   “

(psalm 22:24)

“God will redeem my soul from the power of the grave,  For He shall receive me. Selah “

(psalm 49: 15)

jc1

 

God Is Love June 17, 2009

 

Gates Of Hell and Angels June 11, 2009

Filed under: Human spirit :), Religion — Bemwa @ 11:26 pm
Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fair

coz nobody is there

 

that was my say

when i used to be alone

i couldn’t fly away

as i caried the pain on my own

 

cry alone , sing for the pain

choke alone, dream in vain

 

watch your tears falling

it’s the only show around

no one can hear your calling

no one can hear your sound

staring deep in your drawing

of a bird that can’t find a ground

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

that was my life before i find the cure

your love which is pure, now i a know it for sure

those were my feelings that never gives a relief

never thought i would make it , i never had a belief

that some day ill over come it , and stand again to have a life

it taught me a lesson , that God wants me to have the best life

 

imagine all the sufferings flash and disappear

driven by the surroundings of disturbance and fear

 

always the flow with dark winds

ghost whispers ,shapes  your wings

 

God damn it , from the deep of the throat

it’s like gates of hell open through your thought

 

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

 

getting scared of my own talk

stumble and fall , stumble and fall

looking for the right door

just keep reminding myself of what iam looking for

stumble and fall then stumble and fall

and coming back to where i started it all

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

where are you my angel ?

do you exist at least ?

am I  a stranger

or did I  make you leave..

living with a craked  soul and a broken heart

It’s easy word to say I was torn apart

It just was worse

This is who I was before I knew the one Isaiah talked about:

The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
      because he has anointed me
      to preach good news to the poor.
   He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
      and recovery of sight for the blind,  to release the oppressed,
    19to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor

He preached me good news.

I’m no longer poor.

He proclaimed freedom for me.

I’m no longer a prisoner.

He restored my sight.

I’m no longer blind.

He released me.

I’m no longer oppressed.

He proclaimed the Lord’s favor.

 

Jesus cared about me

When nobody gave a damn

Jesus Loved me

Though I was a lost man.

————————————-

the words in regular fonts are  a poem i made named ” gates of hell and angels ” , i made it before i knew christ.

this was what i really felt.

the words in bold, i added them today. this is what really happened,and this is what is happining, this is the difference  Jesus made in me.

all you have to do is to accept Jesus call to you

Jesus said in revelation 3:20

 ”20Behold, I stand at the door and knock.If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.”

after i knew Jesus, i just recognized how many knocks on my door i ignored, and how many times he was calling on me but i said ” no , it’s nothing “

but thanks to him i finally answered and opened my door.

Jesus loves you. and i pray that if you are still away from him. if  haven’t tasted his love ,tender and fatherhood, his compassion , that you hear him and open your door.

because he is knocking on your door everyday.

If you are feeling the same way as i did, know that Jesus is here for you. just tell him i want to hear your voice,open your heart for him.

and I am here if you would love to talk.

 

and Jesus is already inviting you to come to him through matthew

11: ”28Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

you will find rest for your souls.

John 3 :  16“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

God bless you.

this is my first poem after i knew Jesus ” welcome home ” and this is my 2nd ” jesus loves me whoever I am

 

The Lord Will Not Hear June 8, 2009

Hi friend.

I want to share with you something that sure concerns you, sometimes hear the voice that’s saying. you are a sinner, you do this specific sin, how do you think that the Lord is going to hear your prayer,how is he going to turn his ear towards you, he has turned his face away from you, why would he hear you asking for forgiveness, or asking for peace, or asking for him to come closer,he hears no sinners.

King David wanted to tell us about this issue

in psalm 66
 16 Come and hear, all you who fear God,
         And I will declare what He has done for my soul.
 17 I cried to Him with my mouth,
         And He was extolled with my tongue.
 18 If I regard iniquity in my heart,
         The Lord will not hear.
 19 But certainly God has heard me;
         He has attended to the voice of my prayer.
         
 20 Blessed be God,
         Who has not turned away my prayer,
         Nor His mercy from me!

those previous words are clear, if i regard iniquity in my heart . God will not hear me this is what we think but in the next verse 19 But certainly God has heard me; He has attended to the voice of my prayer.

he hears.what God told me is that it’s true that you regard iniquity in your heart. but my mercy is not turned away, and i will hear your prayer. God is not ok with me regarding iniquity in my heart.but if this voice telling me that this iniquity should keep God’s mercy away. this is not true, because if i listen to this voice what will happen is me leaving payer, and this is the exact thing satan wants , is me leaving my relationship , my connection and my company with God,and when i do so, i will get so so far away, but because God loves us,and because he is merciful, he doesn’t push us away,but have mercy and hear our prayers. it’s like he is openning his arms for us, he doesn’t want us to go away from him despite our iniquities.

please remember romans 5: 8 “ But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. “

and i encourage you to start reading the book of romans and pray to God to show you his thoughts for you.

just one last thing, what a reaction king David had after God showed him mercy and heared his prayer ,it’s in verse

20: Blessed be God,
         Who has not turned away my prayer,
         Nor His mercy from me!

God bless you .

 

It’s True May 4, 2009

It’s true , there’s a hope

It really does exist

The ligh that drives the darkness away

It’s true, There’s a hope for me

There’s a cure for my sickness

There’s a Doctor for my illness

There’s a healer for my wounds

It’s true that a man , a dead man  a new born

It’s true ,a failure , a sinner , a lost soul

be a new free soul

It’s true  ,that joy and peace inter your life, again

Those good forgotten feelings can be regained

and be more beautiful than ever

It’s true that the orphan is having a father

a lonely dry heart be a red beating made of flesh one

It’s true that the lost can be found and the sinner be saved

I know nothing, but one thing I’m living .. Jesus does so.

“For I did not come to judge the world , but to save it “(john 12:47)

 

“For the son of man came to seek and to save what was lost(luke 19:10)

 

“It’s not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick “(luke 5:31)

 

“Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest

29 take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart,

and you will find rest for your souls,

30 for my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (matthew 11:28-30)

 

“But you, I God,do see the trouble and grief,

you consider it to take it in hand,

the victim commits himself to you,

you are the helper of the fatherless”psalm(10:14)

 

“You hear , O Lord, the desire of the afflicted,

you encourage them, and you listen to their cry,

defending the fatherless and the opressed,

in order that man, who is of the earth, may terrify no more ” psalm(10:17-18)

 

 

10″He does not treat us as our sins deserve

or repay us according to our iniquities,

11For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

so great is his love for those who fear him,

12as far as the east is from the west,

so far has he removed our transgressions from us”(psalm 103: 10-12)

 

 

Me and Satan April 20, 2009

Hi all, I want to share something with you, that i guess we all experience, it’s about how the devil (satan) have an impact on our lives and how the devil really effects my and your spiritual life.

I got it all from Matt4. Please read with me the following lines.

Matt 4
The Temptation of Jesus
1Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. 2After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. 3The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.”

4Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.

5Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. 6″If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written:
” ‘He will command his angels concerning you,
and they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

7Jesus answered him, “It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.

8Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. 9″All this I will give you,” he said, “if you will bow down and worship me.”

10Jesus said to him, “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.

11Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him

———

I want to share with you the following points:

1-  satan choose the best time, and the best conditions to tempt you.

where in verse 3 (The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.”. )

satan here tempted jesus with the need of jesus in the perfect time  where in verse 2 ( After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry.).

satan waited till jesus  got hungry, till he needed bread, and then he started tempting him, that says that the devil will not tempt me with something that i am already satisfied or do not need, as an example, if i am financially satisfied , and i am very satisfied with the money i got, satan is not going to tempt me to steal, or try to tempt me in this field, because i am satisfied and if he does i am going to shut him no great effort, but if i need money, satan is going to tempt me to steal,, or to tell me to work so hard  and let all the work take all my energy and my time and to consume my mind, so that my life becomes absorbed and centered about my work, leaving no time for God and no time to for family ,and anything that is going to draw me near to God and makes me a better man, satan is going to put a pressure on you in any field that you are not satisfied in, other example is relationships, I am a single man, and i have the need to love a woman and to marry , make a family and so, and for anyreason this need is not fullfiled, it’s not just a body’s need but an emotional need too ,, satan is goint to tempt me in this field, annoys me always with it, makes it a pressure on me, trying to lead me to unethical relationships , trying to draw me into the circle of pornography ” saying it is going to satisfy your physical and emotional needs”,, trying to lead me to fornication, etc….  -drowning me in sin- .

but Jesus gave us the solution in those temptations, gave us the key to get out of it in, verse 4 (Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.)

Jesus is telling us that you have a need, that’s true, but on the other hand you have Jesus, you have God,  jesus answered  ’ IT IS WRITTEN ‘  , the word of God, the relationship you are having with God, the Father you have ,do not ignore it ( ignore that there is a God  who wants to be in your life, and don’t forget about how much this God can satisfy all your needs in  ways that are never harmless but much and much better , true, and lasting ),, if you are hungry , remember that you not only live on bread alone, but there is your relationship with God, there’s Jesus in your life.

as i am a single man ,sometimes when i see a couple, the need of being in love with a girl aches me,it leads sometimes self pety and sadness sneaks into me, and as mentioned up this opens up a door for the devil to tempt me as i mentioned up. but the way to fight this is to remember that i have Jesus, I have him in my life, so why have self pity and let this takes my peace away. i am not saying that the need of love is bad and so,my main point is that how the devil will tempt you in your weak point ,tempt you with your needs and in the perfect time and conditions ” after fasting 40 days and 40 nights, he was hungry”

2- the second point is satan, tempts you to test God and his promises to you and me like he did with Jesus as in :

Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. 6″If you are the Son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written:
” ‘He will command his angels concerning you,
and they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

7Jesus answered him, “It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.

satan used the verses from 5 to 6 to make Jesus test God,  can you feel how  dangerous it is to start thinking in your mind  ” yeah what if i fall in danger ,would God be there for me, mmm ok , i am going to put my self in danger and let’s see if Jesus is going to do exactly like he said or not”,, opening the gates of doubt and it’s like cancelling your faith in  God words and promises which is the confidence that God is going to fulfill everypromise he made to us,..

Jesus knew that if he throws himself down angels will come and hold him and lift him ,and the jews would see so and it would be a very easier way that  people believe that he is the messiah and save himself all the pain ( passion)  and the road to the cross ( it was presented in a very clear and beautiful way in the movie ” miracle maker ” ),

Jesus gave us from the answer this time too ” It is also written: ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test” . the words of God are the answer, reading the word of God ( the bible) draws you closer to God ,and introduces him with his thoughts love and what he really thinks of you, getting to know him better, to read the word of God is your protection from all the lies that satans tell, if you pray that God gives you a daily bread from the bible ,talks to you and gives  you an understanding for his words,  then reading the bible is going to change your heart and mind, and God is all loving and willing that reading the bible really effective and not just ‘reading and let go’  .. in mattew 7

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
9Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?
10Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?11If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?
.

3- the third point is where Satan is Going to tempt me with great,splendor,glorious things if i let go on God, if i surrender to him. it may be a temptation with money,fame, or so , even in choices ,if you have to choose between two things 1- to obey God and not do something, and this choice is going to make you lose an oppurtunity or brings you trouble 2- to disobey God, do something wrong, and this choice will lead you to have it all,.

know that the 2nd choice will lead you to lose your self and your salvation.

Satan here wanted Jesus to bow down to him ,to worship him, but jesus had the answer, and gave it to us, in verse 10 “10Jesus said to him, “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.

11Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him”… the answer of knowing the wrong from write is WRITTEN, it’s in God’s words, and jesus said to satan, “away from me” , telling satan go away from me in Jesus name, is a power that God gives to all who believe in him , to all his followers , to have the power to tread on satan  ( treading on scorpions and seprents ), Do not be afraid of evil       “Psalms 112:1-8 …Blessed is the man who fears the LORD, Who delights greatly inHis commandments (words) … He will not be afraid of evil tidings; His heart is
steadfast, trusting in the LORD. His heart is established; He will not be afraid”… also in jeremiah 1 “”Don’t be afraid because of them; for I am with you to deliver you, says Yahweh.”

4- the 4rth point is a general one, which is that Satan insists to tempt you and doesn’t go away and leaves you from the first time, he just insists, but have no fear “If God is for us, who can be against us?” romans 8:31.

and remember james 4:7 ” Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you”.

Isaiah 43: 1-3

But now, thus says the LORD, your Creator, O Jacob,
And He who formed you, O Israel,
“Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name; you are Mine!
2″When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
And through the rivers, they will not overflow you
When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched,
Nor will the flame burn you.
3″ For I am the LORD your God,
The Holy One of Israel, your Savior;

 

Killer Dog March 26, 2009

saferedirect

 

Test Of Faith March 16, 2009

joyful-toon

 

Change me Please January 21, 2009

Thought for many times about my flaws, about my despiration, about my uselessness, about how much i think that i am broken ,and lost with no power to change myself.  my sins, my trust issues with God, that i don’t trust him enogh, my faith that comes and goes, but the answer is in God himself, i look to him and he heals me , he changes releas my sins, please read the following from luke 4

Jesus’ Public Ministry

 14And Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit, and news about Him spread through all the surrounding district.

 15And He began teaching in their synagogues and was praised by all.

 16And He came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up; and as was His custom, He entered the synagogue on the Sabbath, and stood up to read.

 17And the book of the prophet Isaiah was handed to Him. And He opened the book and found the place where it was written,
    18“THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS UPON ME,
         BECAUSE HE ANOINTED ME TO PREACH THE GOSPEL TO THE POOR.
         HE HAS SENT ME TO PROCLAIM RELEASE TO THE CAPTIVES,
         AND RECOVERY OF SIGHT TO THE BLIND,
         TO SET FREE THOSE WHO ARE OPPRESSED,
    19TO PROCLAIM THE FAVORABLE YEAR OF THE LORD.”

 20And He closed the book, gave it back to the attendant andsat down; and the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on Him.

God is telling me and telling you, that he is the one who will preach us the poor, he is the one who will release us from all the things that are captivating us, he will give us sight, he will free us the opressed.

from now I will raise my prayers to God, i will tell him to release me from the sin that is holding me from him,, I will ask him to heal my trust issues, i will ask him to give me the love that loves him, the power to change, to give me his strength so i can rise in him, the same strength that he drove the devils away, i will ask him to drive my devils away, i will ask him to heal me, to heal what the years has done to me, my brother, whoever you are ,Jesus loves you , and he loves us all,i will ask him to make me love him to, Go to God, he thirsts for you, and he will heal you , no more we will walk in darkness

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

to you God my healer, not because i am good but because you are a loving good God, i will call you to have your salvation

 

How to Glorify God January 18, 2009

The highest form of worship to God is to obey Him. By honoring Him in our thoughts, words, and actions, we can glorify Him with our lives.

The Bible says in Colossians 3:17, “Whatever you do [no matter what it is] in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus and in [dependence upon] His Person, giving praise to God the Father through Him.” AMP

This is the key to everyday Christian life. Regardless of whether we go to school, church, work, or stay home, whatever we do should be in honor of the Lord. Not everything that we do is in and of itself spiritual, per se, but we can bring glory to God in both the largest and smallest actions that we take. Here are some ways that we can practically do everything in the name of Jesus.

Have a song on your heart. Is there a song from church that you just love, or a psalm in the Bible that brings your peace or joy? Think about it throughout the day and praise God in your heart. That way no matter what you do, your mind if focused on Him.

Be prayerful.Communicating with God is easy when you know that he can see and hear everything, even the deepest of our thoughts. Telling Him, whether it be out loud or in our thoughts, about what we are feeling will keep us connected with Him. If you are angry, pray about it, and you will find it easier to deal with. Also, praying for the people that you encounter during your day is also a great way to bring honor to God just by going through the day.

Do your best. If you are working on something, doing chores, studying, or at your job, do it as if you are doing it for God’s glory. In reality, you will be. It can be a testimony that God is motivating you, blessing the work of your hands, and gifting you with the ability to do whatever it is you are doing well.

Avoid complaining and worry. Having a bad attitude about things doesn’t make God look good. Look at the bright side of things, and don’t mumble about how much you don’t like certain things. Worry is wasted energy, just like complaining is. It is a much better testimony to the goodness and ability of God if you pray about your concerns and trust that God will take care of you. Getting stressed, feeling hopeless, and worrying does happen sometimes, but don’t stay there. Pray and get out of the worrying-ditch. Your faith in the Lord with inspire others, and glorify God.

Be kind to others. A smile can go a long way. Be nice to people, be patient with them, and be courteous. These days there are more and more people who are proud, rude, and in a rush. Stand out and be kind. Doing nice things for other people is a way to be a witness to the goodness of Jesus. You can really brighten someone’s day and make them feel special. If that doesn’t bring glory to God, I don’t know what does!

Overall, do the things that you know will please God, and avoid the things you know won’t reflect well on Him. After all, as a Christian, you are representing Him. Honor the Lord in everything that you say and do, and His light and glory will shine through you.

By Chesley Maldonado
Published: 6/30/2008