The Night Before The Cross May 3, 2009

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE CROSS

I knew a while ago that this was going to happen, I knew that I am going to the court yard, some one will spit in my face, I will be b struck with fists , mocked, I knew it.

The night before the cross, my disciples told me that they are not goint to Leave me, even if they have to die with me ,all of them said so.

But I knew that was not going to happen, one of them is going to deny that he knows me 3 times, and the rest are going to leave me,

And yet I accepted it, I didn’t offend.

So when you give me a promise, when you tell me that you are not going to do something , you are going to leave this or that thing, when you honestly say so but then  your promise falls, know that I am not going to leave you, and I knew from the start that you are  going to break it, but I accepted it, I didn’t offend, my love to you didn’t stop.

The night before the cross I took 3 of my disciples, because I was sad and depressed I was sad to death, I wanted them to stay late with me, but they fell asleep, they couldn’t stay up for even an hour, in this deep need I had,

Know that when you need someone to stay up with you, in the time of your sadness or depression, call for me, I will come and stay up with you, I once was in your shoes, and I know how it feels, I will not leave you, I will stay up with you.

I am for the broken hearted,

I am for the weary

and I am for the sinners.

 

I knew that I t was coming, the betrayal, the escape of my disciples, and I asked My Father to pass this cup, but his will is what I desire , this cup should pass through me drinking it, so let it be My Father’s will

I knew my son that I am going to bleed, I knew that I am going to be lift up so I draw all the people to me, lifted up on the cross for you son.

32And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” 33He said thisto show by what kind of death he was going to die.” (john 12:32-33)

Even my trial was not fair, they had nothing on me, “for the ruler of the world is coming, and he has nothing in Me” (john 14:30)

Remember all I was thinking of were you, and I did it because I love you, not because anything else, and during all of this I wasn’t thinking  in my heart that I am doing something I have to do or because it was only my role ,No, You were in my heart… You rising with me, having your salvation ,  You free of sin , no longer a slave but a son , no longer living in darkness but seeing the light, no longer living in the land of the shadow of death ,but You finding Love  you finding your rest… In Me.. 

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. (john 3 :16)

 

  28″Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (matthew 11 :28 – 30)

 

.the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death  a light has dawned ( matthew 4:16)

 

Without a Shepherd January 8, 2009

have you ever felt that you are lost, forsaken ,don’t know what to do, no one cares about you , can’t find some one to help you, to answer your questions,someone who cares to lead, to guide, to walk with you through your life,someone who loves you, and leads you to the right path, to the true path that you were born to walk through, ever thought that you are without a Shepherd, and you know that you need that Shepherd badly , to lead you, carry your pain and love you, to feel satisfied ?to feel safe ? .

many are feeling the same as you do, I am one of those many. I need a Shepherd

let’s find out who can be our shepherd.

in mark 6

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30The apostles gathered around Jesus and reported to him all they had done and taught. 31Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”

 32So they went away by themselves in a boat to a solitary place. 33But many who saw them leaving recognized them and ran on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. 34When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. So he began teaching them many things.

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as we see Jesus is offering himself to be our Shepherd,every lost one, every  one stumbling in his or her way, each one who feels like he is a sheep without a Shepherd, If you say in your heart, if you feel it, if you keep telling yourself ” I AM A SHEEP WHITHOUT A SHEPHERD”  here’s your answer, here’s your shephered, here’s my shephered, here is the one who have COMPASSION on us, here’s the one that feels our pain, that touched it, that is having COMPASSION  on YOU and ME ,on every SHEEP WITHOUT A SHEPHERD…

a question that’s always in minds, where can i find this Shepherd, where can i find Jesus the Shepherd, where i can find the rest to my soul. Those people on marc 6 are lucky ? because they found him?,, those people are better than me ? , are they good people and i am not that’s why they found Jesus.? are those questions are in your mind ? the answer is : in marc 6:33 But many who saw them leaving recognized them and ran on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them.

what happened is that those people , saw Jesus and the apostles ,they recognized them, so they RAN on FOOT from All the towns and got there ahead of them, those people did nothing but when they recognized him, they ran to him,

they ran to him, and it didn’t matter where they were from, they ran to him on foot,no horses no cars, just their foot,,, so the answer is when you recognize God, when you see him, when you hear him, when you hear his call Don’t Ignore it,  all you have to do is to follow it, when you recognize God in a church, when you recognize him in a praise song, when you recognize him in a preaching, when you recognize him in his words in his holy bible, when your heart recognize God, Run, just run towards God, no need to be someone, or to have something,just run on your foots, carry yourself to him, he called on you because he is having compassion on you, he loves you and he loves us all. when you recognize him don’t ignore it, remind yorself of your need to a shepherd, remind your self with his compassion. remind yourself  how much love and life you are going to have because he is your Shepherd.

the followings words are from God to you, telling you how good shepherd he is , he is telling us all ” You can be my Sheep, I love you, and don’t worry I am a good shepherd”

in John 10

 11“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12The hired hand is not the shepherd who owns the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. 13The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep.

 14“I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me— 15just as the Father knows me and I know the Father—and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. 17The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life—only to take it up again. 18No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father.”

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God is telling you that he is the good Sheperd , he laid his life for you, he cares about you, he is not like a hired man, God is going to protect you from the wolve, the wolve that is dangerous to you, that causes you fear that brings you pain. have no fear of not recognizing him,God is the good sheperd, and he is telling you. “16 I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.” he is saying I must bring you, it’s true you are not from this sheep pen, but you are going to listen to my voice, you are going to hear me and you are going to join my flock, and you will be my sheep and i will be your shepherd. I am stronger than sin, I beat it on the cross, I’m stronger than any circumstances you are in. you are going to be my sheep.

 Feel how much Love and Compassion God is having towards every one of us. no longer you will be lost, no longer you will be a sheep without a shepherd but you are going to join his flok, accept him, accept him when you recognize him, when you hear his voice.

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep” . John 10:11

16“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. john 3:16

Please Check the parable of the lost sheep

A change that will make the difference November 21, 2008

Hi all, this post is about something that i used to be convinced of, and now i figuered out that i was wrong;

hope you like it

I used to thought that to have a life in christ  something has to change, i thought in order that Jesus enters my life ,in order that i have his joy in my life  something has to change.

 

i thought I should be happy so that Jesus be in my life.

I thought i needed to learn how to love something, so that i can love Jesus, i thought that maybe i have to love a girl , so that my heart learns how to love, i thought that if i will have more friends, my life will get better , if school is changed, my life will get better, even if my guitar playing gets better life will get better, things will get better if i become famous, or my poems gets cooler or so, the point was that , I will be happy so that i can love God, and be agood son of him, and stop commiting sins( i was commiting sins that easily, like i was drinking water).

that was what i thought before Jesus entered my life.

actually Jesus entered my life, I thought that one of the previous things is going to change or something, so that my life fits God,. because i thought I’m still haveing the same problems, the same school,the same friends, the same home, the same guitar, the same sins.

but actually nothing of those things has changed, when Jesus touched me, he changed one thing, only one thing, nothing at all has changed but ME.

Jesus changed Me, not my home,not my school,not the love, not the friends, Nothing,Jesus changed my Heart.

that’s what is needed and that’s the only thing that will bring Jesus into yourlife, all those times i was waiting for something to change, many things changed but it was the same.

I may say that through those 110 days i have been in christ, nothing has changed except me, and when Jesus changed my heart, everything surrounding me  got another meaning an value ,it was from Jesus too.

 

nothing has changed, not the money, the same school,no  love to a girl, everything’s the same but having different meaning for Jesus changed me.

so if you are waiting for something around you to change so that Jesus enters yourlife, if you think that changing the job,having a better house,getting healthy if you are ill, changing those things will do nothing, because Jesus didn’t change the life of those who loved him , he changed their hearts, and then life Got changed, he changed the heart, the heart now loves him, because if i got a new job, i will like to have a newer one, and so, Don’t limit God with what’s surrounding you like i did, Don’t say that God can’t be in my life because i am lonely, Don’t say that i will free a part of my time to God after i finish school. Don’t be wrong like me, believe that Jesus is more powerful than any circumstances, he said that he knocks on your door every day, ask him to let you hear his knock and when you hear it open it, because Jesus is ready,willing and loving to enter your life today, to be in you today. this is what Jesus siad, believe him when he said “20Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me” (rev 3:20). believe him when he said so

the change in your heart is what will maike teh difference, Jesus freed me from addictions, from anger, from sadness, from disappointment, from being hopeless and saddist, Jesus changed my heart, that what made the difference- (to check the poem i wrote about the moment jesus changed my heart check this

http://everyoneslife.wordpress.com/2008/10/01/welcome-home/).–

I am not limiting God in just this way to change you, it’s just what happened to me, and what i guess that it’s what is going to happen to the  people like me .

but God is over any limit.

God bless you brothers and sisters. Jesus loves you all

who do I believe ? November 17, 2008

hi every Body, did you ever thought before, which one you believe?, which one do you trust?, to be clear do i believe myself or God?
do i believe what the circumstances what my mind ,what the stockmarket ,what the logic say, or do i believe what God says?

the thing is that your mind tells you something , and God tells you another thing, it’s when

i am spending time at work, all my time, all my effort ,all my mind, it’s like i am consumed, this leaves you no time to be with God
to talk to him , to know his will, to serve him, this gives you no time to accept God’s gifts and blessings.
from where do i get time, i have to work, i will die of hunger, yeah i want to be with God, but i can’t i have too many things to do, i am not wasting my time in nonsence, i am working, to get the food to me and my family
this is what my mind says
but here’s what God says
Do Not Worry
22Then Jesus said to his disciples: “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23Life is more than food, and the body more than
24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]? 26Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?
27″Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire,
how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things,
and your Father knows that you need them. 31But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.

“but seek his kingdom and these things will be given to you as well” /*God wants us to believe him , not our minds ,not our salaries, notany one, because God is the one who made the whole universe, so which one do you chose to believe?*/

God knew it, God knew that we are going to be worried about what to eat and what to wear, God knew that when all our goal is to seek those things, it will take us away from his kingdom
God said that my kingdom is your first priority, seek my kingdom and i will give you all these things, I am giving them to the lilies and the grass of the field, if i do this to the plants
what about my sons that i died for.
all this words are great, but then you say to yourself yeah that’s cool, but it is not going to work,, the logic says i have to work hard to earn all those things, but God says that if you seek his kingdom
these things will be given to you as well

so what do you choose to believe? God or our logic?

in another situation
in
psalm 91

14 “Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation.”

do you believe what’s God is telling you?
do you believe it? ,do youbleive if you love God he will rescue you?, he will be with you , – if you don’t love God, tell him i want to love you,, i loved God only after i knew who he is, i couldn’t help it, i loved him, all this love of God that you find in his bible, all that love to you, i couldn’t resist that love-
do you believe it? , or do you panic out and start looking for what to do,
i am not saying that you should stay at home or to sit down and watch your problems distroying you.
i am not saying so, i am saying that if you are having hard times, ask God to help you to save you, you have the lord here, you have him supporting you , and he is willing to save you and to help you
so do you believe that God can work it out, or do you believe that he can’t because i have to do that thing, or this thing can’t be fixed,, got me ?
in psalm 21 it says “even if i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil , for you are with me” those word are rightous, those words are true
the valley of the shadow of death, God said i will be with you even if the valley of the shadow of death, God is strong, God is mighty, God is true, God is the one who created the universe , he can and he is willing to
save you, to provide you, to be your father,your protector, to support all your needs, all of this if you let him, if you believe him , if you give him the chance to do so, if you give him the chance to work in your life
God loves to be your lord, to be your friend, to be your savior, God loves you that he died so that you can enjoy being with im again here on earth and spend your eternity with him.
of you are willing to accpet Jesus in your life, if you want him to be there with you, to be your lord ,your friend and your savior, all what you have to do
is to open your heart when he knocks on your door, you have to do nothing but letting him touch you and heal you, tell God I want to know you, I want to have you, go to a church, tell them i need a bible, and i need to know God
pray know to God ,tell him i need you to be in my life, i want to have you, lead me through my steps to you, let me hear your knocking, and be sure that all the heaven will be happy , will be selebrating
because finally you were found.

in matthew 18

The Parable of the Lost Sheep
10″See that you do not look down on one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven.
12″What do you think? If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off?
13And if he finds it, I tell you the truth, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off.
14In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should be lost.

– if you are that sheep, then God is looking for you, believe it, he is looking for you- this article is a proof that he is looking for you.

God bless you.

How to pray November 9, 2008

Praying to God is a very important thing in your relationship with him ,prayer is the link or the line of contact , prayer is the moments when you touch God, when you  talk to him , when you open up your heart to him , and when you hear his voice, hear his advices, hear his  love, hear his answers for your questions, quiet time is the time you touch God, there is a way  i was taught at the church, on how to pray to God,

i must open up to God, i should ask him to teach me how to pray, prayer is not only talk, it’s feelings that maybe can’ be expressed by words, Prayer gives you the strength , gives you the healing, and it gives you God,

open up to God , open up your heart to him ,your thoughts, your fears, your doubts, your pains, your weakness, your hopes, your hurts, everything, you can cry to God, it’s not weakness it’s an expression of deep feelings, Jesus loves you and he wants to embrace you.

and if you can’t find words to say to jesus, tell him give me those words, teach me to express my feelings, and my needs, let me see myself as you see me, teach me how to pray.

the psalms are a very beautiful prayers to God,

in psalms 4 David says

 1 Answer me when I call to you,
       O my righteous God.
       Give me relief from my distress;
       be merciful to me and hear my prayer.

 2 How long, O men, will you turn my glory into shame  ?
       How long will you love delusions and seek false gods  ?
       Selah

 3 Know that the LORD has set apart the godly for himself;
       the LORD will hear when I call to him.

 4 In your anger do not sin;
       when you are on your beds,
       search your hearts and be silent.
       Selah

this is a part of the psalm, don’t just say those words without feelings, or without understanding, take the words from David’s mouth and say them from your heart, at the start he says

Answer me when I call to you,
       O my righteous God.
       Give me relief from my distress;
       be merciful to me and hear my prayer. 

you can say, Jesus, i want you to answer me , i want you to hear my call and reply me back, i want to hear your answer, God you are righteous, your are loving, you are pure, I am stressed, and i need your help, i am facing difficulities and i want your help, i know you can relief me from my distress, if i don’t have enough faith   , then grant it to me, give me your faith, God you are merciful , you are the one who loved me so that you died on the cross, hear my prayer, give me your peace .

 this is an example of how i and you can feel the words, just take every of the phrase and think about it, give it the space in your heart, give yourself the space to feel ,and you will find yourself expressing your feelings, the prayer of your heart, you will find God opening up your eyes, you will enjoy praying, you will enjoy being in the presence of God, and touching him, you will be able to see your needs, you will love God more and more

you can say everything in your mind and heart honestly to God

like  2 How long, O men, will you turn my glory into shame  ?
       How long will you love delusions and seek false gods  ?
       Selah

say , jesus , many times i ruin myself, i turn the glory .the good gifts, the pure soul you gave to me into shame, i ruin my good work, Jesus i am asking you to help me, how more i am going to love the wrong ones, the wrong places, to love sin, to seek the false gods, (those gods in my life sometimes are money,lust, fame,sin, so here you can say your own fasle gods) here God is letting you see your false gods, your sins, the bad things that God doesn’t want them to be more longer in you.

 

 

You can feel the words and say it your way, what i wrote was my prayers, the words of God , those psalms, are dynamic, this is not the only way you can pray using psalms, it’s just a way, and you are going to express the  feelings of yours, not like me at all , you will find meanings and message from God specially to you, that are different from mine.

Jesus loves you , and if you ask him , he will teach you, because he wants and loves to.

jesus will give you the peace , the joy,the rest, the consolation, jesus will draw a smile on your face, you will no longer be alone with him, tell jesus about your work, your love, your car, everything, but remember tell him i want you , because Jessus is the real joy ,rest ,love and friend,

God bless you

Believe me October 13, 2008

why are we here, what are we living for, wasting days in nothing, all what you do worth a null , so what’s the use, what controls you , what gives a meaning to yourday, what’s the point you are seeking in  yourlife, i guess that anyone should focus on what is going to give his life a meaning, don’t lose focus because of work and so,

what gives a meaning to my life is God, and I am trying to keep him infront of me, i pray , i want his help.

this poem maybe gives you a different feeling than what i meant , but anyway , hope it helps : )

God bless

belive me
believe me now
there are words i have never used
and some thoughts were never  refused
&
some glasses are broken by emptiness
and eyelashes are hidden by blakness

many faces are saving their smiles
for an end of a way that lasts for miles

there are hands never  fixed the  broken
and lips with the truth  never spoken

some hide under the fallen walls
escape the sky by closing doors

enjoy the others  fake lives
taking them as real covers

who are you , what do you stand for
what are you doin right now , what are you living for

if you look in the mirror what are you going to see
a standing  life or a broken tree

for our lives we are wasting  with falling tears
trapped in each moment by growing fears

break your boundaries, get out of yourself
who is your God ?
a one you can touch , or just a book on the shelf
what’s your solace , who is yourself ?

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when you come to this point, when you realize, that you are doing nothing, a useless soul, when you know who you are, how weak and shallow, when you break down, when you fall,when you believe that you are living a wrong life. that you are dead  and you are not alive. surrender to christ, call him to raise you up, to start a new life with him, where he is your leader, he is your father and he is your teacher, you will taste victory and he will give you a life that  you will really enjoy.

john 11:25 Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me, even though he dies, will live”.

Believe in God’s words October 11, 2008

i figured out that i misses a lot when i forget about Jesus promises in my life,  when all his promises are present in my heart and mind , i feel so comfortable , and i recieve his power, the promises not all about getting rest , or being physically  well , or having lots of money or so, it’s when Jesus tells that i can call him in my sad times, in my need times and he will save me so i glorify him , that means that there are going to be bad days, or sad things that are going to happen, failures , or being disappointed are feelings that i will experience, but God is here for me, if i believe his promises  i will get them , if i follow him, i will live them,

if i am heavy burdened , and i go to him and give him my burden , he will carry it , and give me rest, when i am sad he will give me solace and consolation, when i am lonely he is there with me , in my good and bad times, you are going to feel safe, you will not lose hope, just believe , believe his words, that’s what is needed, when you believe that if you follow him you will be satisfied  he will give you the strength to, when you believe that following him and living according to his teachings, he will give you the strength to do so , he will protect you , he will cut the roots of sin inside of you,  I can do nothing by myself,  I can’t be good for him to accept me , I am nothing without him , I have tried many things and many ways to reach him but nothing worked, when I surrendered to him , when I told him I am done, come take me, he showed me his love, and he embraced me , and he told me what to do. go pick up a bible, read the new testament , read God’s words to you , those words are for you , Jesus found me and then  he told me ” I am your savior the one you were looking for , welcome now home “, ill be your father, your brother, you will need no one but me, ill satisfy you , ill provide you, i will walk with you in every step , i will hold you when you are tired, i will give you health when you are sick , i will walk with you through the valley of the shadow of death , i will embrace you when you are lonely , i will show you my light so that you can see, you are mine, i will not let you go , stick to me, and you will have me forever,

if you like those promises, you can have them , be honest with God, tell him all what is inside you , even if you can’t find a reason to love him ,tell him so, John 3:16 “God so loved the world that He gave His only-begotten Son so that whoever believes in Him might not perish but have everlasting life.”

you just need to believe.

go to a church tell them i want to love God , show me how?.

God bless

What Satisfies October 11, 2008

hi there, many people do many things , through each day, but when you go to bed, you feel that you are very tired but you still feel like you have done nothing through your day, you still feel hungry for a deed that satisfies you , and makes you sleep with a smile on your face,

even if you put a goal, like getting a new job, car, if you are a student you want to pass the year, when you achieve those goals , you turn back to the satisfaction issue, and still you are hungry for something,

every one of us feels so , i experienced  that a lot, but here’s the solution

read the following from john 4 , and you will find the solution

from 1 to 16

John 4
Jesus Talks With a Samaritan Woman
 1The Pharisees heard that Jesus was gaining and baptizing more disciples than John, 2although in fact it was not Jesus who baptized, but his disciples. 3When the Lord learned of this, he left Judea and went back once more to Galilee.
 4Now he had to go through Samaria. 5So he came to a town in Samaria called Sychar, near the plot of ground Jacob had given to his son Joseph. 6Jacob’s well was there, and Jesus, tired as he was from the journey, sat down by the well. It was about the sixth hour.

 7When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, “Will you give me a drink?” 8(His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.)

 9The Samaritan woman said to him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.[a])

 10Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water.”

 11″Sir,” the woman said, “you have nothing to draw with and the well is deep. Where can you get this living water? 12Are you greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did also his sons and his flocks and herds?”

 13Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

 15The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water.”

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Jesus asked the woman to give him water, then she asked him how you are asking me this because i am samaritan , Jesus told her,  if you knew the gift of God and who is asking you for a drink you would have asked him and he would have giving you a living water,, she told him how you are going to give me water and you don’t have something to draw the water and the well is deep,  those lines tells that when you feel like you don’t want anything from Jesus , and you don’t need him in your life, you should know that you don’t know Jesus and you don’t know what can he do  because if you knew him you would have ask him to give you from his water, this water is not from the world ( where the well represents the world, Jesus wants you to know that, all the success in your job, in your friendships, in your car , in your money , all those things are given from the well , where they satisfies you for a while and then you come back to take  more, those things never satisfies ) , God wants to give you his water, which is not from the well ( since he had nothing to draw the water with , and the well is deep) God’s water is not from the earth , they are heavenly gifts , and they are not money , or work or those world’s water, they are from heaven, like your service, your spiritual talents that are given to each one of us, following Jesus  and he giving you his heaven , his deeds, his blessings, is the only thing that will satisfy, and it will not just satisfy , it will make you a spring welling up to eternal life,

so if you seek satisfaction, seek Jesus, know him , and it is easy, he said that he is knocking on every ones door , whoever opens he will enter his life , when you know Jesus ,and taste him , you will ask for his water, and he will be so happy to give it to you , then you will never need to come back to the world’s well, and you will have a spring inside of you  that is  willing up to eternal life,

and your food will be  ” john 4
 34″My food,” said Jesus, “is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work”"

God shared the answer with us, he is the only one who satisfies, not the work, not the money, not the new car , nothing from the world is going to satisfy.

to read the whole chapter , here’s the link http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?book_id=50&chapter=4&version=31

God bless

YesterDay I Was OK !!! October 5, 2008

hi there, when you accept Jesus in your life, days are wonderful , but somedays you feel like you slipped away, or that day is not good, you feel that you are away from God, and it’s like you don’t put him infront of your eyes for even a moment in this days, maybe it’s because life is fast , or it’s a busy day, or something is taking all your energy ,anyway  , when you realize this at your day, you should pause everything and give Jesus a chance to be with you ,even if for a little time, and always pray that your Job, studies, family or anything doesn’t eat all your time ,leaving no time for you to share with jesus, like when jesus said about the land that hears his words, and start to produce furites but the thorns of the world suffocate it, so pray to be the good one that produce fruites and lasts with God,

so this poem is about being ok oneday , and then being not ok the next , so what to do, and know that God is always there for you , at any time even if you are busy to feel it.

 

yesterday i was Okay
today i am just a piece of crap
maybe i’ve lost my way
i need to wake up by a slap

 

days go on like a stunning play
but no one knows what to say
a new act a new try
a moth into a butterfly

you are my God , the maker of the skies
with love never changes , you hear my sighs

i wounderd what is taking me away from you
i know you love me and i love you too
but there must be something i should do
you showed me exactly what i need
an effort , a time to plant a seed
a word a thought should be a deed
you gave me the strength that i need
you taught me how to be a man
infront of sin i can stand
& i’m not alone i’m in your plan
your love grows up like a plant

it’s amazing how you fill my heart with joy
it’s your faith , your peace i meant to enjoy

it’s you my God the source of it all
always with me in my spring and fall

don't let the busy day takes you away ... a photo by daniel morris

My Sin October 4, 2008

sin , you give me pleasure only for a short time, so what’s the use ?, you separate me from God, i go to you searching for completion , but you just crush me down , you beat me to the ground , it took me a while to figure out that you give me pain, but by then you were my addiction , how evil you are,
you feed on me, and when i want to go away , you still holding me, it’s like i’m tied to a rope, every time i fly, i reach a brink and then fall down again , i hate you ,i will beat you ,God is stronger than you , he’s complete, he wants to share his completeness with me, he wants to untie me, he wants my salvation,he defeated you on the cross, it took me time to figure this out, but it is

never too late , and God is still opening his arms, so go away my sin
i am no longer yours, i am God’s master piece , i will  fight you , and you will lose, and if i fall i will rise up again , because i am not alone, i am in God’s hands , i will not turn my back onto him , i will rise , i will rise , i will rise.

it’s what we are fore , to live with God, to follow him , to live in his salvation, to enjoy all his promises, peace, love, power, and joy, to be his own sons, that’s what we are ment for, God created man as his masterpiece so that man enjoy his presence, but sin take us away , but God defeated sin on the cross, he wants us to enjoy living with him again, so that we are no more sin’s slaves, it’s over, he will give you the power to overcome it, no longer live in the shadows, you have to ask him , to accept him in your life, and he will rise in you and you will rise in him .