I can’t be forgiven

there was a time , i thought i can’t be forgiven , for the many sins i commit, i thought that God no longer wants me, and i will still be drowning in my sins, i thought that , i can’t be saved, my sins are going to be mine forever, i thought that Jesus doesn’t want me,

i heared a lot and read about God’s mercy, but something in me was telling, this is not for you, this is for the good people , the people who love God, Do you love God ?? haha , no you don’t , if you did , you wouldn’t have done those sins,

i am sure now, that those thoughts were from the devil, or from me, because of guilt or because i had no hope, but actually, Jesus didn’t say so. all of this were lies controling my head, but here’s the truth

in mathew 9

9As Jesus went on from there, he saw a man named Matthew sitting at the tax collector’s booth. “Follow me,” he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him.

 10While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and “sinners” came and ate with him and his disciples. 11When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and ‘sinners’?”

 12On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”

– Jesus came for the sinners, Jesus died for a one like me , hwo is away from him , hwo isn’t righteous, who is not good , who is full of sins, Jesus came for me, he was crucified for me, He said it, ” for i have not come to call the righteous but the sinners”, jesus call is for YOU,

here’s God’s mercy : in psalms 145 :8 The LORD is gracious and full of compassion,
         Slow to anger and great in mercy.
 9 The LORD is good to all,
         And His tender mercies are over all His works.

– read those words , believe them , pray that You believe God’s words

Jesus wants your salvation, that’s what Jesus desires , and still loves that you be saved,

if you think that you can’t be forgiven, you are wrong, Jesus died to clear your sins,

pray to Jesus, tell him i want your forgiveness i want your mercy i want your salvation, you are the only one who can clear my sins, you are the one who loves me, I am the one you came for.

pray to God, tell him give me faith, stick to him , stick to his church, pray and God will lead you,

and trust God, in psalms it says :

I love the LORD, for he heard my voice;
       he heard my cry for mercy.

 2 Because he turned his ear to me,
       I will call on him as long as I live.

those words you can say them , those words are the truth, Just believe that Jesus is hearing you because he is hearing you.

and didn’t believe the lies that i was telling to my self

God bless you , and Jesus loves you, when he suffered all the pain ,when he died on the cross, he was telling you i love you, and whatever your sin is, Jesus can free you , he siad i came for the sinners, for the fallen ones, for the people living in darkness, and my light will shine on them, in matt 4

 The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light,
      And upon those who sat in the region and shadow of death
      Light has dawned.”

believe jesus, and you will see the light

Jesus loves you.