It’s True

It’s true , there’s a hope

It really does exist

The ligh that drives the darkness away

It’s true, There’s a hope for me

There’s a cure for my sickness

There’s a Doctor for my illness

There’s a healer for my wounds

It’s true that a man , a dead man  a new born

It’s true ,a failure , a sinner , a lost soul

be a new free soul

It’s true  ,that joy and peace inter your life, again

Those good forgotten feelings can be regained

and be more beautiful than ever

It’s true that the orphan is having a father

a lonely dry heart be a red beating made of flesh one

It’s true that the lost can be found and the sinner be saved

I know nothing, but one thing I’m living .. Jesus does so.

“For I did not come to judge the world , but to save it “(john 12:47)

 

“For the son of man came to seek and to save what was lost“(luke 19:10)

 

“It’s not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick “(luke 5:31)

 

“Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest

29 take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart,

and you will find rest for your souls,

30 for my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (matthew 11:28-30)

 

“But you, I God,do see the trouble and grief,

you consider it to take it in hand,

the victim commits himself to you,

you are the helper of the fatherless”psalm(10:14)

 

“You hear , O Lord, the desire of the afflicted,

you encourage them, and you listen to their cry,

defending the fatherless and the opressed,

in order that man, who is of the earth, may terrify no more ” psalm(10:17-18)

 

 

10″He does not treat us as our sins deserve

or repay us according to our iniquities,

11For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

so great is his love for those who fear him,

12as far as the east is from the west,

so far has he removed our transgressions from us”(psalm 103: 10-12)

 

The Time Of Resurrection

From the book God at Eventide (www.twolisteners.org )

April 1 – The Time Of Resurrection

Spring brings its message of Hope.

Not only does it proclaim the Truth that Nature arises from her time of decay and darkness to a new life. But, My children, it surely speaks to the individual, to nations, to My world, that the time of decay and darkness for them too can pass, and that from conflict and storm, disaster and sin they can spring to a new and gladdening Resurrection-Life.

But Nature obeys My Laws. It is by her obedience that the quickening of new life is succeeded by the beauty of Risen Power.

So, only as man obeys My Will and works according to My Divine Plan for him can harmony follow chaos, peace follow war, and a reign of Love succeed one of conflict and carnage.

Gray Days

Through this simple message i am sure that God is going to tell you much from it,me myself has been asking myself what’s the use of having gray days, hard times,not just in work or in family,but in my feelings, faith and spiritual life, here’s God’s answer to you.

From the book God Calling (www.twolisteners.org )

January 22  – Gray Days

You must say ‘Thank You’ on the grayest days.

Be not afraid. I am you God, your Deliverer. From all evil, I will deliver you. Trust Me. Fear not.

Never forget your “Thank you.” Do you not see it is a lesson? You MUST say “Thank You” on the grayest days. You MUST do it. All cannot be light unless you do. There is gray-day practice. It is absolutely necessary.

My death upon the Cross was not only necessary to save a world, it was necessary if only to train My disciples. It was all a part of their training: My entering Jerusalem in triumph; My washing the disciples’ feet; My sorrow-time in Gethsemane; My being despised, judged, crucified, buried. Every step was necessary to their development – and so with you.

If a gray day is not one of thankfulness, the lesson has to be repeated until it is. Not to everyone is it so. But only to those who ask to serve Me well, and to do much for Me. A great work requires a great and careful training.

“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy 
God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold 
thee with the right hand of my righteousness.” – Isaiah 41:10

 

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I am thankful now  because God is taking care, the gray days are like a blessing, they are telling your heart , don’t worry, God is watching over you, he is taking care of you, he hasn’t forgotten about you, he is giving you a gray day because he wants to give you a great practice for a great work .so thank you God for the gray days and thank you too for the bright ones, because they are all for good, and they are all from you.

God bless

Change me Please

Thought for many times about my flaws, about my despiration, about my uselessness, about how much i think that i am broken ,and lost with no power to change myself.  my sins, my trust issues with God, that i don’t trust him enogh, my faith that comes and goes, but the answer is in God himself, i look to him and he heals me , he changes releas my sins, please read the following from luke 4

Jesus’ Public Ministry

 14And Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit, and news about Him spread through all the surrounding district.

 15And He began teaching in their synagogues and was praised by all.

 16And He came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up; and as was His custom, He entered the synagogue on the Sabbath, and stood up to read.

 17And the book of the prophet Isaiah was handed to Him. And He opened the book and found the place where it was written,
    18“THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS UPON ME,
         BECAUSE HE ANOINTED ME TO PREACH THE GOSPEL TO THE POOR.
         HE HAS SENT ME TO PROCLAIM RELEASE TO THE CAPTIVES,
         AND RECOVERY OF SIGHT TO THE BLIND,
         TO SET FREE THOSE WHO ARE OPPRESSED,
    19TO PROCLAIM THE FAVORABLE YEAR OF THE LORD.”

 20And He closed the book, gave it back to the attendant andsat down; and the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on Him.

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God is telling me and telling you, that he is the one who will preach us the poor, he is the one who will release us from all the things that are captivating us, he will give us sight, he will free us the opressed.

from now I will raise my prayers to God, i will tell him to release me from the sin that is holding me from him,, I will ask him to heal my trust issues, i will ask him to give me the love that loves him, the power to change, to give me his strength so i can rise in him, the same strength that he drove the devils away, i will ask him to drive my devils away, i will ask him to heal me, to heal what the years has done to me, my brother, whoever you are ,Jesus loves you , and he loves us all,i will ask him to make me love him to, Go to God, he thirsts for you, and he will heal you , no more we will walk in darkness

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

to you God my healer, not because i am good but because you are a loving good God, i will call you to have your salvation

the Hope is gone

feeling no hope, is the worst feeling ever a man can experience, to know that tomorrow nothing good is going to be, no light is going to shine nothing is going to change, not your faith,not your job ,not your love, not your sin, nothing is going to shine, well i experienced this feeling for so long, although i am just 20, but  i have felt this for more  than a year, to believe me ill show you in the next few lines some of my poems i wrote at those times.:

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give me a broken wing
to help me hard hit the ground
chain my waist to my load of pain
to fall faster with  no sound,,, this is from a one named dead end

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no body cares
no one gives a damn
no body’s fare
no one gives a damn
coz nobody is there

cry alone , sing for the pain
choke alone, dream in vain

where are you my angel do you exist at least

am i a stranger or did i made you leave.

this was from a poem named gates of hell and angels.

the point is ,  many people in this world feeling hopeless, or depressed, it’s a truth and we can not deny it,

but is there a way out? who can ever fix this, will that man continue living in his darkness, in his addiction, in his sin, in his pain?.

to be honest i thought that is what is going to happen to me, that is who i am, i even thought that this is what my life is meant for, this is what i belong to, that’s why i was created.

i had no hope in God, i said that i am a sinner, what would he do with some one like me……..

are you feeling that the hope is gone, all  i can tell you , is that God is the only one who can turn your  dark days into heaven on earth.

I am telling you this because you need it, you need to know that God is hope, you need to know that God is the one who is going to remove your sin, God is the only one who will change your tears into joy, he is the only one who loves you that he died for you, he is the only truth in this world full of  lies, he is the true light ,and he is the true life,

he never leaves, he never forsakes, his love will free you, he is the only one who can free you. my only advice to you, listen to this advice from the one who said no body cares and no body gives a damn. Jesus is the answer,, if you don’t believe me i can show you all my dark thoughts in my poems, i can show you all the despiration and the anger, the pain, the hunger of rest, the sin,the guild, the whole filthy dark load i was carrying on my head, i can show you all of this.

Jesus is the answer, he is welcoming you right now, to give your life to him, all he wants is to show you how much he loves you ,and how much his love can embrace you and feel you safe.

please read the following poem, and remember it’s from me, the same man who said

give me a broken wing
to help me hard hit the ground
chain my waist to my load of pain
to fall faster with  no sound,,,

:::the poem is named welcome home:

it’s not enough, the life i own
it isn’t tough,but i am far away from home

much is given to me, nothing’s pure to satisfy
what can’t i see, what’s missed by my eye

i tried everythin , from the black to the white
even enjoyed my sin, and losing my sight
traveled through the world in my mind
searched for satisfaction i can’t find
& didn’t know , what should be left behind
writing my fears through every night
spending hours thinking of what can give me the might
but even my teares weren’t that bright

tried to reach God , but it never worked
he was the only one who ever supported

as my ways failed,as life stood still
as my world braked,as days got ill
as my words shacked, as truth to fill

Jesus showed me the way , i’m the truth and the light
revealed himself that day, i’m your father , your christ
surrender to me, and i will give you my light
believe when i say , i’m your lord your christ

i will touch you ,i’ll heal all your pain
i will forgive you, no longer you will be the same

accept me , accept my presence in you
love me, & i’ll show you what to do

I’m your savior , the one you were looking for
it’s a shame ,you nevered heared my knock on your door
but you finaly opened, no longer you will be the same as before
you were drowning in a sea, it’s the time to take you to the shore

you were right, satisfaction is only through me
only through my light you can really see
trust me, you will enjoy what life is goint to be
in the valley of the shadow of death i’m holding your hand
in the face of sin’s temptation , now you will stand

stick to me and i’ll give you the heaven on earth
i’m the life and the way, who believes in me will never see the death

you are my son, welcome now home
carved on my hands, welcome your new dawn..

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if you feel that God is touching you right now, bow down , tell him, God i want you, i want you to clear all my sins, i believe that you love me, and you died for me, and you rose from the dead for me, i believe that i need you, i need your love, i need your tender, i need your salvation , i need your life.

God is the real hope

psalm 9:18 But the needy will not always be forgotten,  nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish.

please if you want God to relief you from all your pain, if you want your life to change, if you want Jesus to be in your heart, to show you all his good all his love all his rest all his wonders. accept him,go to the nearest church cry to God, tell him i  need you, stick there ,try it , try to taste God, accept it, he loves you and he is opening his arms to you

he can’t wait to tell you I’m your son, today i have become your father ,

psalm 2:7I will proclaim the decree of the LORD :
       He said to me, “You are my Son ^;
       today I have begotten you ;

call God, call him , he will not let you down, he loves you ,john 3:16“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

he will guide you he will protect you , he will save you

Jesus loves you whoever you are , he’s telling you” I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.”  John 8:12

no more darkness in Jesus, no more pain,

 

 

 

 

in psalms 91 :

 14 “Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him;
       I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

 15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
       I will be with him in trouble,
       I will deliver him and honor him.

 16 With long life will I satisfy him
       and show him my salvation.”

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trust those great words of God.

all those promises are for you.

remember them.

accept him ,go to a church tell God i want to be saved, they will help you,

jesus said in john 11:25-26 when lazarus died, he was telling his sister the following     25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; 26and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” ,

we die in sin , but in jesus we will have the life and will never die, if you lost hope, know that you are wrong, God saved me, and he can, he loves and he is willing to save you. God’s will is that all of us accept him as our savior, and no longer live in darkness and sin, but have the light of life.

Jesus came for the sinners, Jesus came for me and  you, he came for the heavy burdened he came for the lost. in matthew 11 : 28“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

he is inviting you , he feels you ,and he experienced pain as much as you did, he is inviting you , go to him, you will find the rest for your soul

whether you are lost he will be your shepherd, whether you are rejected he loves you and will hold you with open arms, if you are sad he will give you a joy that no one can steal, if you are lonely,weary,tired,angry. come to him  you will find rest to your soul

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

Jesus loves you.

Between the years

a beautiful message from God to each one of us  as to put those words in our hearts in order to live closer and closer with God and to have him in our life as starting a new year ,

from the book God calling ( www.twolisteners.org )

 

 

January 1 – Between the Years

Our Lord and our God. We joy in Thee. Without Thy Help we could not face unafraid the year before us.

I stand between the years. The Light of My Presence is flung across the year to come – the radiance of the Sun of Righteousness. Backward, over the past year, is My Shadow thrown, hiding trouble and sorry and disappointment.

Dwell not on the past – only on the present. Only use the past as the trees use My Sunlight to absorb it, to make from it in after days the warming fire-rays. So store only the blessings from Me, the Light of the World. Encourage yourselves by the thought of these.

Bury every fear of the future, of poverty for those dear to you, of suffering, of loss. Bury all thought of unkindness and bitterness, all your dislikes, your resentments, your sense of failure, your disappointment in others and in yourselves, your gloom, your despondency, and let us leave them all, buried, and go forward to a new and risen life.

Remember that you must not see as the world sees.  I hold the year in My Hands – in trust for you. But I shall guide you one day at a time.

Leave the rest with Me. You must not anticipate the gift by fears or thoughts of the days ahead.

And for each day I shall supply the wisdom and the strength.

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk
 in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

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Start the new year with God, he is offering his help with the new year, tell him i wan to start a new year with you, all the past is cleared by your love, by your blood on the cross, forgive my sins, and let me feel and enjoy your love and your presence in my life, let’s start a new life together.

if you want to start this year with God, stick to him,stick to his bible, Go to a church where you find God there and stick to it, we all need to bea taught, we all need to share our life with God, we all need his guidance through his servants. Jesus loves us all, and he is offering every one of us a new start this year, and we should not worry, we are safe in his arms, and he is taking care of every thing, let’s surrender to him.

God bless

I stand between the years

 

Depression

From the book God Calling

 

December 20 – Depression

Fight fear as you would fight a plague. Fight it in My Name. . . . Fear, even the smallest fear, is the hacking at the cords of Love that bind you to Me.

However small the impression, in time those cords will wear thin, and then one disappointment, or shock, and they snap. But for the little fears the cords of Love would have held.

Fight fear.

Depression is a state of fear. Fight that too. Fight. Fight. Depression is the impression left by fear. Fight and conquer, and oh! for Love of Me, for the sake of My tender, never-failing Love of you, fight and love and win.

“Here my voice, O God, in my prayer; preserve my life from fear of the enemy.” Psalm 64:1

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listen to God’s love, follow him, he loves you, fight ,love and win. gain your strength with him ,he will be with you in your bad times. because he loves.

God bless you.

I can’t be forgiven

there was a time , i thought i can’t be forgiven , for the many sins i commit, i thought that God no longer wants me, and i will still be drowning in my sins, i thought that , i can’t be saved, my sins are going to be mine forever, i thought that Jesus doesn’t want me,

i heared a lot and read about God’s mercy, but something in me was telling, this is not for you, this is for the good people , the people who love God, Do you love God ?? haha , no you don’t , if you did , you wouldn’t have done those sins,

i am sure now, that those thoughts were from the devil, or from me, because of guilt or because i had no hope, but actually, Jesus didn’t say so. all of this were lies controling my head, but here’s the truth

in mathew 9

9As Jesus went on from there, he saw a man named Matthew sitting at the tax collector’s booth. “Follow me,” he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him.

 10While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and “sinners” came and ate with him and his disciples. 11When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and ‘sinners’?”

 12On hearing this, Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”

– Jesus came for the sinners, Jesus died for a one like me , hwo is away from him , hwo isn’t righteous, who is not good , who is full of sins, Jesus came for me, he was crucified for me, He said it, ” for i have not come to call the righteous but the sinners”, jesus call is for YOU,

here’s God’s mercy : in psalms 145 :8 The LORD is gracious and full of compassion,
         Slow to anger and great in mercy.
 9 The LORD is good to all,
         And His tender mercies are over all His works.

– read those words , believe them , pray that You believe God’s words

Jesus wants your salvation, that’s what Jesus desires , and still loves that you be saved,

if you think that you can’t be forgiven, you are wrong, Jesus died to clear your sins,

pray to Jesus, tell him i want your forgiveness i want your mercy i want your salvation, you are the only one who can clear my sins, you are the one who loves me, I am the one you came for.

pray to God, tell him give me faith, stick to him , stick to his church, pray and God will lead you,

and trust God, in psalms it says :

I love the LORD, for he heard my voice;
       he heard my cry for mercy.

 2 Because he turned his ear to me,
       I will call on him as long as I live.

those words you can say them , those words are the truth, Just believe that Jesus is hearing you because he is hearing you.

and didn’t believe the lies that i was telling to my self

God bless you , and Jesus loves you, when he suffered all the pain ,when he died on the cross, he was telling you i love you, and whatever your sin is, Jesus can free you , he siad i came for the sinners, for the fallen ones, for the people living in darkness, and my light will shine on them, in matt 4

 The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light,
      And upon those who sat in the region and shadow of death
      Light has dawned.”

believe jesus, and you will see the light

Jesus loves you.

For You My Darkness

hi there, have you ever felt that you enjoyed being in pain, or sad, it’s not like you are happy with it, but it’s like you feel that you belong to pain and this is where you should be , well i felt this , i lived in this for long times , maybe 2 years in total, i  guess it was because nothing shined in my life, or because nothing that mattered to me happened , i wasn’t hungry , or homeless , no , i was living in a house , and have money , what caused  me pain wasn’t a materialistic thing, but now, i have found that i can live in the light, i can really enjoy my life, and have a life, that’s away from being goth , or sadist ,or something like this, it’s true every one of us can have a life in the light , you can enjoy your life, to be honest i didn’t find what gives me the boost , or what gives me the hope that i can leave all this black life behind, Jesus christ has found me, only through him i found a meaning to mylife, to enjoy his presence in my life, it’s a very different life, and very beautiful ,it has its sadness and joy, but every thing has a different taste, when i gave my life to Jesus, he promised that he is going to give me a life that suits me the best – that’s his promise in the bible for those who will follow him- , it’s simple because i am God’s hand made, he knows me better than i do, so he is the best one to lead me in my life,

so i want you my dear one that you realize the fact that , you can leave all that darkness behind, and start a new life, i hope that you accept christ in your life, and you will have the best one, this poem is to say : it’s possible and it’s beautiful to leave your dark life , and start a new one : ) , full of success , joy, experiencing new horizons and new friendships, talents, thoughts, deeds, it’s so beautiful and it is in your hands.

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for you my darkness i loved my fall
abandoned my good and gave it all

to an end that hope never gone to
enjoyed the walk & bieng wounded too

every thing that mattered ,
every thing that ached
all are new colored
all are new shaped

it’s for you my darkness i enjoyed the fall

the pain in the eyes, the ghosts in my sighs
the flowers that faded, the hours i wasted
for you my darkness i couldn’t touch

you were my black widow everyday
to die for your love ,i should pay

again and again you saoked the life out of me
and you, you were the only one i could see

for you my darkness i lost it all
turned all my seasons into fall

but no my dear, you only gave me fear
and showed me the people that have no fear

you were enjoying my deep burns
but no my dear . i will leave you here
in your end ,where no one is near

good bye my darling i’m heading to the light
enjoy your loneliness in your dark night

hello my day , ill embrace your love
take me away , ill enjoy your love

John 12:46 “I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.”