Gates Of Hell and Angels

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fair

coz nobody is there

 

that was my say

when i used to be alone

i couldn’t fly away

as i caried the pain on my own

 

cry alone , sing for the pain

choke alone, dream in vain

 

watch your tears falling

it’s the only show around

no one can hear your calling

no one can hear your sound

staring deep in your drawing

of a bird that can’t find a ground

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

that was my life before i find the cure

your love which is pure, now i a know it for sure

those were my feelings that never gives a relief

never thought i would make it , i never had a belief

that some day ill over come it , and stand again to have a life

it taught me a lesson , that God wants me to have the best life

 

imagine all the sufferings flash and disappear

driven by the surroundings of disturbance and fear

 

always the flow with dark winds

ghost whispers ,shapes  your wings

 

God damn it , from the deep of the throat

it’s like gates of hell open through your thought

 

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

 

getting scared of my own talk

stumble and fall , stumble and fall

looking for the right door

just keep reminding myself of what iam looking for

stumble and fall then stumble and fall

and coming back to where i started it all

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

where are you my angel ?

do you exist at least ?

am I  a stranger

or did I  make you leave..

living with a craked  soul and a broken heart

It’s easy word to say I was torn apart

It just was worse

This is who I was before I knew the one Isaiah talked about:

The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
      because he has anointed me
      to preach good news to the poor.
   He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
      and recovery of sight for the blind,  to release the oppressed,
    ¹⁹to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor

He preached me good news.

I’m no longer poor.

He proclaimed freedom for me.

I’m no longer a prisoner.

He restored my sight.

I’m no longer blind.

He released me.

I’m no longer oppressed.

He proclaimed the Lord’s favor.

 

Jesus cared about me

When nobody gave a damn

Jesus Loved me

Though I was a lost man.

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the words in regular fonts are  a poem i made named ” gates of hell and angels ” , i made it before i knew christ.

this was what i really felt.

the words in bold, i added them today. this is what really happened,and this is what is happining, this is the difference  Jesus made in me.

all you have to do is to accept Jesus call to you

Jesus said in revelation 3:20

 “²⁰Behold, I stand at the door and knock.If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.”

after i knew Jesus, i just recognized how many knocks on my door i ignored, and how many times he was calling on me but i said ” no , it’s nothing ”

but thanks to him i finally answered and opened my door.

Jesus loves you. and i pray that if you are still away from him. if  haven’t tasted his love ,tender and fatherhood, his compassion , that you hear him and open your door.

because he is knocking on your door everyday.

If you are feeling the same way as i did, know that Jesus is here for you. just tell him i want to hear your voice,open your heart for him.

and I am here if you would love to talk.

 

and Jesus is already inviting you to come to him through matthew

11: “28Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

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you will find rest for your souls.

John 3 :  ¹⁶“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

God bless you.

this is my first poem after i knew Jesus ” welcome home ” and this is my 2nd ” jesus loves me whoever I am “

It’s True

It’s true , there’s a hope

It really does exist

The ligh that drives the darkness away

It’s true, There’s a hope for me

There’s a cure for my sickness

There’s a Doctor for my illness

There’s a healer for my wounds

It’s true that a man , a dead man  a new born

It’s true ,a failure , a sinner , a lost soul

be a new free soul

It’s true  ,that joy and peace inter your life, again

Those good forgotten feelings can be regained

and be more beautiful than ever

It’s true that the orphan is having a father

a lonely dry heart be a red beating made of flesh one

It’s true that the lost can be found and the sinner be saved

I know nothing, but one thing I’m living .. Jesus does so.

“For I did not come to judge the world , but to save it “(john 12:47)

 

“For the son of man came to seek and to save what was lost“(luke 19:10)

 

“It’s not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick “(luke 5:31)

 

“Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest

29 take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart,

and you will find rest for your souls,

30 for my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (matthew 11:28-30)

 

“But you, I God,do see the trouble and grief,

you consider it to take it in hand,

the victim commits himself to you,

you are the helper of the fatherless”psalm(10:14)

 

“You hear , O Lord, the desire of the afflicted,

you encourage them, and you listen to their cry,

defending the fatherless and the opressed,

in order that man, who is of the earth, may terrify no more ” psalm(10:17-18)

 

 

10″He does not treat us as our sins deserve

or repay us according to our iniquities,

11For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

so great is his love for those who fear him,

12as far as the east is from the west,

so far has he removed our transgressions from us”(psalm 103: 10-12)

 

never be the same

no , i will never be the same
i will never be the same after you’ve touched me

after i have tasted your love , i will never be the same
you loved me not because something i do
and not because that i deserve to
you loved me because the pure heart of you

you have changed nothing but me
every thing is the same except that now i see

and yeah i want you in my life
i want you in my life
and yeah life with you is hard
but it’s great

i want you in my life because it is not going to be the same
my heart has changed and i am still having the same name

i may fall
then i may think i am going to lose it all

but no , i will not surrender , even if i think that i am a pretender
i will stick to you, i will pray
i nam not going to lose you, no , not that way.

i will fight, i will fight
and your love will be my light

you help me even when  i am far away
it’s because you love me
it’s because of your love

& no , i will never be the same
i will never be the same after you’ve touched me
i will never be the same after i’ve been born again.

A prayer (take me back)

Hi all, this is a small prayer i wrote, guess it is different than all my writings , any way , i hope it  be blessed, and that you like it and maybe you will use it in your prayer 🙂

God bless

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keep me under your wings
forgive me and clear my sins

take me back to your home
i cant reach it on my own

let this be a prayer for you
not  a lie but true

let it be as  your heart desires

taste me the joy of yours
give me , give me your salvation
accept me , accept me in your nation
because i want to be yours
and i  can’t do it on my own

teach me how to follow you
tell me what should i do

i am just a little one
i used to hide from your sun

now your glory is what i want to see
show me your way and set me free

i know you are smiling down on me
i know you are always loving me

take my hands and lead me today
teach me how to love you and love your way.
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it’s just i figured out that i want to be clear with jesus, i want to express myself , i know that jesus wants me to be honest with him ,so at first i tell him  that i want to be yours,i want to be safe in your hands, i want you to forgive me, i can’t do it on my own , i can’t be good enough, but you can make me so, you can give me your strength ,your faith , so that i can be what you want me to be , which is going to be the best thing ever, i pray and i want you to teach me how to pray so that this prayer is useful , because some of our prayers are not honest, or asking for the wrong things, or not just true, so i want God to teach me how to pray, i want to be in his army , i want to be his son, i want to taste and enjoy his salvation, because once  i used to hide from him , but it was because i ddin’t knew him , i didn’t knew how loveing he is , and how much it is great to live in his way, it’s not that easy but jesus can give me strength so that i make it , when you come to God, when you come to him truly, when you honsetly want to live with him, i am sure that God will be smiling down on you, because he loves me and you, even if you don’t know him , i wrote a poem named ” jesus loves me whoever i am” https://everyoneslife.wordpress.com/2008/10/01/jesus-loves-me-whoever-i-am/ it is true, and i use it to remind myself with it  that jesus loves me,

God bless you  🙂

Believe me

why are we here, what are we living for, wasting days in nothing, all what you do worth a null , so what’s the use, what controls you , what gives a meaning to yourday, what’s the point you are seeking in  yourlife, i guess that anyone should focus on what is going to give his life a meaning, don’t lose focus because of work and so,

what gives a meaning to my life is God, and I am trying to keep him infront of me, i pray , i want his help.

this poem maybe gives you a different feeling than what i meant , but anyway , hope it helps : )

God bless

belive me
believe me now
there are words i have never used
and some thoughts were never  refused
&
some glasses are broken by emptiness
and eyelashes are hidden by blakness

many faces are saving their smiles
for an end of a way that lasts for miles

there are hands never  fixed the  broken
and lips with the truth  never spoken

some hide under the fallen walls
escape the sky by closing doors

enjoy the others  fake lives
taking them as real covers

who are you , what do you stand for
what are you doin right now , what are you living for

if you look in the mirror what are you going to see
a standing  life or a broken tree

for our lives we are wasting  with falling tears
trapped in each moment by growing fears

break your boundaries, get out of yourself
who is your God ?
a one you can touch , or just a book on the shelf
what’s your solace , who is yourself ?

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when you come to this point, when you realize, that you are doing nothing, a useless soul, when you know who you are, how weak and shallow, when you break down, when you fall,when you believe that you are living a wrong life. that you are dead  and you are not alive. surrender to christ, call him to raise you up, to start a new life with him, where he is your leader, he is your father and he is your teacher, you will taste victory and he will give you a life that  you will really enjoy.

john 11:25 Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me, even though he dies, will live”.