The Night Before The Cross

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE CROSS

I knew a while ago that this was going to happen, I knew that I am going to the court yard, some one will spit in my face, I will be b struck with fists , mocked, I knew it.

The night before the cross, my disciples told me that they are not goint to Leave me, even if they have to die with me ,all of them said so.

But I knew that was not going to happen, one of them is going to deny that he knows me 3 times, and the rest are going to leave me,

And yet I accepted it, I didn’t offend.

So when you give me a promise, when you tell me that you are not going to do something , you are going to leave this or that thing, when you honestly say so but then  your promise falls, know that I am not going to leave you, and I knew from the start that you are  going to break it, but I accepted it, I didn’t offend, my love to you didn’t stop.

The night before the cross I took 3 of my disciples, because I was sad and depressed I was sad to death, I wanted them to stay late with me, but they fell asleep, they couldn’t stay up for even an hour, in this deep need I had,

Know that when you need someone to stay up with you, in the time of your sadness or depression, call for me, I will come and stay up with you, I once was in your shoes, and I know how it feels, I will not leave you, I will stay up with you.

I am for the broken hearted,

I am for the weary

and I am for the sinners.

 

I knew that I t was coming, the betrayal, the escape of my disciples, and I asked My Father to pass this cup, but his will is what I desire , this cup should pass through me drinking it, so let it be My Father’s will

I knew my son that I am going to bleed, I knew that I am going to be lift up so I draw all the people to me, lifted up on the cross for you son.

32And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” 33He said thisto show by what kind of death he was going to die.” (john 12:32-33)

Even my trial was not fair, they had nothing on me, “for the ruler of the world is coming, and he has nothing in Me” (john 14:30)

Remember all I was thinking of were you, and I did it because I love you, not because anything else, and during all of this I wasn’t thinking  in my heart that I am doing something I have to do or because it was only my role ,No, You were in my heart… You rising with me, having your salvation ,  You free of sin , no longer a slave but a son , no longer living in darkness but seeing the light, no longer living in the land of the shadow of death ,but You finding Love  you finding your rest… In Me.. 

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. (john 3 :16)

 

  28″Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (matthew 11 :28 – 30)

 

.the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death  a light has dawned ( matthew 4:16)

 

Shut Out From God

From the book God Calling (www.twolisteners.org )

April 1 – Shut Out From God

Do you not see, My children, that you have not yet learned all? Soon, very soon, you will have mastered your lesson, and then you will truly be able to do all things through Me and My Strength. Did you not see it with My Disciples? Timid, faithless followers, and then, so soon, themselves leaders, healers, conquerors, through Me.

All knowledge was Mine, given Me of My Father, and Mine in manhood’s years on earth. You understand this, My children, I know you do.

Thousands of My servants have gone to their betrayal and death, and others, who knew Me not, with no agony before it.

Had I not been Son of God, bearing man’s weight of sin, voluntarily bearing it until of My own free will — for that moment’s horror, I was shut out from His sight with man, the sinner, for one short space — had I not been God, had not this been My suffering — then I was but a craven mortal.

“He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater 
works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” John 14:12

when you are hurt

everyone of us surely has been hurt by loved ones, guess we all were betrayed at least for one time by our friends, a member of our family or even your love,feeling rejected. when someone you love, when someone you trust, hurts you, the wounds are so deep, if it was someone that’s not important or close to us who made the wound , it would have been much easier and not that deep , not that hurt, not all those teares would have been shed, but unfortunately , the ones we love hurts us a lot,

when someone close hurt me, i go to Jesus, i tell him , see my God, this one i love hurt me, i’m so sad, he/she shouldn’t have done this, why did he/she do so ? , i  didn’t hurt any of my loved ones that much before , why??, Jesus answers me , he tells me , listen son , once i was hurt by my loved ones , i was betrayed by my loved ones, i was cursed by the people i healed, by the people who i loved that i died for them, the people who crucified me, who kicked me, who spit on me were all my sons, my loved ones, i tasted all this bitterness from my loved ones, i know how do you feel, we are sharing the same pain now, but i love you , my consolation is yours, i have conquered the world, come into my arms, cry in my arms, and i will heal you, because i know exactly what you are through.

i believe that in the bible, when all the hatred  and betrayal and being rejected that jesus experienced  were told, i believe that Jesus is saying , when you experience the same, come to me for i can heal you.

i am not saying this without experiencing it, Jesus told me so, you can have his consolation now, if you are hurt , go to him , tell him, tell him , give me your peace, consolation and joy, because i know you are willing to give them to me , because you have been through the same. and jesus will hold you , and will heal your wounds.

Jesus said in matthew 11

¹⁵ “Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, ¹⁶ and I will give you rest.

¹⁷ Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for your selves.

For my yoke is easy, and my burden light.”

 

I know what you are going through, I have experienced pain as much as you did. I can heal you