The Night Before The Cross

THE NIGHT BEFORE THE CROSS

I knew a while ago that this was going to happen, I knew that I am going to the court yard, some one will spit in my face, I will be b struck with fists , mocked, I knew it.

The night before the cross, my disciples told me that they are not goint to Leave me, even if they have to die with me ,all of them said so.

But I knew that was not going to happen, one of them is going to deny that he knows me 3 times, and the rest are going to leave me,

And yet I accepted it, I didn’t offend.

So when you give me a promise, when you tell me that you are not going to do something , you are going to leave this or that thing, when you honestly say so but then  your promise falls, know that I am not going to leave you, and I knew from the start that you are  going to break it, but I accepted it, I didn’t offend, my love to you didn’t stop.

The night before the cross I took 3 of my disciples, because I was sad and depressed I was sad to death, I wanted them to stay late with me, but they fell asleep, they couldn’t stay up for even an hour, in this deep need I had,

Know that when you need someone to stay up with you, in the time of your sadness or depression, call for me, I will come and stay up with you, I once was in your shoes, and I know how it feels, I will not leave you, I will stay up with you.

I am for the broken hearted,

I am for the weary

and I am for the sinners.

 

I knew that I t was coming, the betrayal, the escape of my disciples, and I asked My Father to pass this cup, but his will is what I desire , this cup should pass through me drinking it, so let it be My Father’s will

I knew my son that I am going to bleed, I knew that I am going to be lift up so I draw all the people to me, lifted up on the cross for you son.

32And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” 33He said thisto show by what kind of death he was going to die.” (john 12:32-33)

Even my trial was not fair, they had nothing on me, “for the ruler of the world is coming, and he has nothing in Me” (john 14:30)

Remember all I was thinking of were you, and I did it because I love you, not because anything else, and during all of this I wasn’t thinking  in my heart that I am doing something I have to do or because it was only my role ,No, You were in my heart… You rising with me, having your salvation ,  You free of sin , no longer a slave but a son , no longer living in darkness but seeing the light, no longer living in the land of the shadow of death ,but You finding Love  you finding your rest… In Me.. 

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. (john 3 :16)

 

  28″Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (matthew 11 :28 – 30)

 

.the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death  a light has dawned ( matthew 4:16)

 

Believe in God’s words

i figured out that i misses a lot when i forget about Jesus promises in my life,  when all his promises are present in my heart and mind , i feel so comfortable , and i recieve his power, the promises not all about getting rest , or being physically  well , or having lots of money or so, it’s when Jesus tells that i can call him in my sad times, in my need times and he will save me so i glorify him , that means that there are going to be bad days, or sad things that are going to happen, failures , or being disappointed are feelings that i will experience, but God is here for me, if i believe his promises  i will get them , if i follow him, i will live them,

if i am heavy burdened , and i go to him and give him my burden , he will carry it , and give me rest, when i am sad he will give me solace and consolation, when i am lonely he is there with me , in my good and bad times, you are going to feel safe, you will not lose hope, just believe , believe his words, that’s what is needed, when you believe that if you follow him you will be satisfied  he will give you the strength to, when you believe that following him and living according to his teachings, he will give you the strength to do so , he will protect you , he will cut the roots of sin inside of you,  I can do nothing by myself,  I can’t be good for him to accept me , I am nothing without him , I have tried many things and many ways to reach him but nothing worked, when I surrendered to him , when I told him I am done, come take me, he showed me his love, and he embraced me , and he told me what to do. go pick up a bible, read the new testament , read God’s words to you , those words are for you , Jesus found me and then  he told me ” I am your savior the one you were looking for , welcome now home “, ill be your father, your brother, you will need no one but me, ill satisfy you , ill provide you, i will walk with you in every step , i will hold you when you are tired, i will give you health when you are sick , i will walk with you through the valley of the shadow of death , i will embrace you when you are lonely , i will show you my light so that you can see, you are mine, i will not let you go , stick to me, and you will have me forever,

if you like those promises, you can have them , be honest with God, tell him all what is inside you , even if you can’t find a reason to love him ,tell him so, John 3:16 “God so loved the world that He gave His only-begotten Son so that whoever believes in Him might not perish but have everlasting life.”

you just need to believe.

go to a church tell them i want to love God , show me how?.

God bless