Gates Of Hell and Angels

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fair

coz nobody is there

 

that was my say

when i used to be alone

i couldn’t fly away

as i caried the pain on my own

 

cry alone , sing for the pain

choke alone, dream in vain

 

watch your tears falling

it’s the only show around

no one can hear your calling

no one can hear your sound

staring deep in your drawing

of a bird that can’t find a ground

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

that was my life before i find the cure

your love which is pure, now i a know it for sure

those were my feelings that never gives a relief

never thought i would make it , i never had a belief

that some day ill over come it , and stand again to have a life

it taught me a lesson , that God wants me to have the best life

 

imagine all the sufferings flash and disappear

driven by the surroundings of disturbance and fear

 

always the flow with dark winds

ghost whispers ,shapes  your wings

 

God damn it , from the deep of the throat

it’s like gates of hell open through your thought

 

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

 

getting scared of my own talk

stumble and fall , stumble and fall

looking for the right door

just keep reminding myself of what iam looking for

stumble and fall then stumble and fall

and coming back to where i started it all

 

no body cares

no one gives a damn

no body’s fare

coz nobody is there

 

 

where are you my angel ?

do you exist at least ?

am I  a stranger

or did I  make you leave..

living with a craked  soul and a broken heart

It’s easy word to say I was torn apart

It just was worse

This is who I was before I knew the one Isaiah talked about:

The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
      because he has anointed me
      to preach good news to the poor.
   He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
      and recovery of sight for the blind,  to release the oppressed,
    ¹⁹to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor

He preached me good news.

I’m no longer poor.

He proclaimed freedom for me.

I’m no longer a prisoner.

He restored my sight.

I’m no longer blind.

He released me.

I’m no longer oppressed.

He proclaimed the Lord’s favor.

 

Jesus cared about me

When nobody gave a damn

Jesus Loved me

Though I was a lost man.

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the words in regular fonts are  a poem i made named ” gates of hell and angels ” , i made it before i knew christ.

this was what i really felt.

the words in bold, i added them today. this is what really happened,and this is what is happining, this is the difference  Jesus made in me.

all you have to do is to accept Jesus call to you

Jesus said in revelation 3:20

 “²⁰Behold, I stand at the door and knock.If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.”

after i knew Jesus, i just recognized how many knocks on my door i ignored, and how many times he was calling on me but i said ” no , it’s nothing ”

but thanks to him i finally answered and opened my door.

Jesus loves you. and i pray that if you are still away from him. if  haven’t tasted his love ,tender and fatherhood, his compassion , that you hear him and open your door.

because he is knocking on your door everyday.

If you are feeling the same way as i did, know that Jesus is here for you. just tell him i want to hear your voice,open your heart for him.

and I am here if you would love to talk.

 

and Jesus is already inviting you to come to him through matthew

11: “28Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

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you will find rest for your souls.

John 3 :  ¹⁶“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

God bless you.

this is my first poem after i knew Jesus ” welcome home ” and this is my 2nd ” jesus loves me whoever I am “

Tenants

.Hi there, I just want to share with you this beautiful love of God that is found in the next passage, i hope you enjoy it.

Mark 12 The Parable of the Tenants

1He then began to speak to them in parables: “A man planted a vineyard. He put a wall around it, dug a pit for the winepress and built a watchtower. Then he rented the vineyard to some farmers and went away on a journey. 2At harvest time he sent a servant to the tenants to collect from them some of the fruit of the vineyard. 3But they seized him, beat him and sent him away empty-handed. 4Then he sent another servant to them; they struck this man on the head and treated him shamefully. 5He sent still another, and that one they killed. He sent many others; some of them they beat, others they killed. 6″He had one left to send, a son, whom he loved. He sent him last of all, saying, ‘They will respect my son.’ 7″But the tenants said to one another, ‘This is the heir. Come, let’s kill him, and the inheritance will be ours.’ 8So they took him and killed him, and threw him out of the vineyard. 9″What then will the owner of the vineyard do? He will come and kill those tenants and give the vineyard to others. 10Haven’t you read this scripture: ” ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone[a]; 11the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes’?” 12Then they looked for a way to arrest him because they knew he had spoken the parable against them. But they were afraid of the crowd; so they left him and went away. .. conntinue the chapter

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here God is telling about How much he loves and fights for his people (the fruit of the vinyard),, when the time of harvest came he sent a servant to collect his fruits,  but they seized him, beat him and sent him away empty-handed , then he sent another ,then another they killed him, then he sent many some were killed and some were beat,, ,, then he sent his beloved son and they killed him  too, then he went killed them and gave the vinyard to others.

God is Showing how loving is he. we are his fruites, and when God found that the tenants, the ones who are responsible for us, wants to take us from God, want to let us be for them not from God, wanted to steel us from God, he didn’t leave us, he didn’t defend us, he did all his best that he send his only beloved son to save us, to claim us back to God ,but he lost his son,, the point is God did  this to the people of Israel,from the previous chapter Jesus was talking to the the chief priests, the teachers of the law and the elders (mark 11) he did the same to the people of Israel, he came and freed them from their tenats who were supposed to be the men of God who lead and guide the people of Israel.

so if it happens as you are a fruit of God , and your tenants are doing like the the chief priests, the teachers of the law and the elders  of Israel, Don’t worry God loves you ,and he is taking care of you, he is  watching over you,  he will send the others, he will give the vinyard to others who are the true men of God, the trustworthy, so don’t worry you are in the hands of God, it doesn’t matter who are you teachers or elders, God is taking care of you, he gave us his only begoten son, to save us, to be in God’s hands again. God loves you and loves us all.

and If  I am one of those tenats , then God is going to replace me.

john 3:16″For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

luke 10 1After this the Lord appointed seventy-two others and sent them two by two ahead of him to every town and place where he was about to go. 2He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.

— Pray that God send the harvesters. 

Isaiah 43

Israel’s Only Savior

 1 But now, this is what the LORD says—
       he who created you, O Jacob,
       he who formed you, O Israel:
       “Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
       I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

 2 When you pass through the waters,
       I will be with you;
       and when you pass through the rivers,
       they will not sweep over you.
       When you walk through the fire,
       you will not be burned;
       the flames will not set you ablaze.

 3 For I am the LORD, your God,
       the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;

Believe in God’s words

i figured out that i misses a lot when i forget about Jesus promises in my life,  when all his promises are present in my heart and mind , i feel so comfortable , and i recieve his power, the promises not all about getting rest , or being physically  well , or having lots of money or so, it’s when Jesus tells that i can call him in my sad times, in my need times and he will save me so i glorify him , that means that there are going to be bad days, or sad things that are going to happen, failures , or being disappointed are feelings that i will experience, but God is here for me, if i believe his promises  i will get them , if i follow him, i will live them,

if i am heavy burdened , and i go to him and give him my burden , he will carry it , and give me rest, when i am sad he will give me solace and consolation, when i am lonely he is there with me , in my good and bad times, you are going to feel safe, you will not lose hope, just believe , believe his words, that’s what is needed, when you believe that if you follow him you will be satisfied  he will give you the strength to, when you believe that following him and living according to his teachings, he will give you the strength to do so , he will protect you , he will cut the roots of sin inside of you,  I can do nothing by myself,  I can’t be good for him to accept me , I am nothing without him , I have tried many things and many ways to reach him but nothing worked, when I surrendered to him , when I told him I am done, come take me, he showed me his love, and he embraced me , and he told me what to do. go pick up a bible, read the new testament , read God’s words to you , those words are for you , Jesus found me and then  he told me ” I am your savior the one you were looking for , welcome now home “, ill be your father, your brother, you will need no one but me, ill satisfy you , ill provide you, i will walk with you in every step , i will hold you when you are tired, i will give you health when you are sick , i will walk with you through the valley of the shadow of death , i will embrace you when you are lonely , i will show you my light so that you can see, you are mine, i will not let you go , stick to me, and you will have me forever,

if you like those promises, you can have them , be honest with God, tell him all what is inside you , even if you can’t find a reason to love him ,tell him so, John 3:16 “God so loved the world that He gave His only-begotten Son so that whoever believes in Him might not perish but have everlasting life.”

you just need to believe.

go to a church tell them i want to love God , show me how?.

God bless